Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Long time, you no write!!!

WOW!! I have neglected this blog like that random tupperware bowl in the back of my fridge. I know what's in the bowl, however am scared to either open it and clean it (fear of vomit), or throw it out (fear of losing tupperware bowl?). I guess either way I am losing something. The feeling that I just realized that I have been experiencing due to not writing regularly in this blog. To my loyal followers weather you have given up hope, or are sitting waiting for your computer to ding that update ding to tell you that Shanny's back!!!
And going forward with this should be interesting. Interesting more in a funny awkward haha kinda way. Reasons for this being that 1) I am engaged and 2) I am pregnant!!! So, if either number 1 made you say whaaaat?!? or number 2 (teehee number 2) anyways, or number 2 made you say whaaaat?! or if both number 1 and 2 actually made your brain explode from going WHAAAAATTTT?!?!?! I actually experienced the latter, brain explosion, then realized that I needed to get my shit together because it is me that's the bride and mother-to-be.
So, with my brain newly back intact I now venture in to one big unknown. I am excited and happy and nervous and every emotion you can probably think of!! ....damn I forgot another nugget of news, myself and Mr. Handsome/fiance'/my baby daddy/Jay are moving back to Springfield!! Home Sweet Home!! I may be traveling into unknown waters as far as having a baby goes, but it's nice to know that those waters will be filled with my wonderful Jay, my family, and my friends. My sister has already endured many prego questions and I haven't even found out my due date yet. If my sex calculations are correct, it's probably going to be in July. So if all you math geniuses that can count back nine months from July...yes, I extremely barely pregnant.
There are however some things that I do know... I am not going to lie, now before I finish this sentence I want everyone to know that yes I will be happy with a boy or a girl, but dammit I want a boy!! And to be honest I have been yelling BOY at my non-showing nano-second pregnant belly, and making others participate in this ritual as well!! Why a boy? Because I was a holy fucking terror as an adolescent and know that I would get that 10-fold if I have a girl. Now, a girl may come in to the world later for us, but I think I would be better prepared to handle if girl were the second baby!! And now you are going whaaaattt?! again, because yes, I would like to maybe keep on with baby makin' after having one.
So join me now, on my journey through moving during the winter (while pregnant), planning a wedding (while pregnant) and being pregnant (while pregnant).